Wondering

Im starting to wonder why is it that everyone around me is changing. At first i thought Hey, maybe its for the better but i soon came to find out that there is no good to the change that they have become. Don't get me wrong a change is always needed but there is a limit one can take. If you're gonna change, change the negative things about yourself to positive instead if the opposite way around. Smh its just getting annoying now. Another thing i am starting to wonder about is how people can lie DIRECTLY to your face and think you don't have the slightest ideal that they are telling a BOLD FACE lie. Me, i'm the type of person that finds everything out and will keep it to myself until you decide to tell me the truth. I will let the pain and agony eat away at me just to keep what i have happy. To this day i'm wondering why i am like this. Will people think i'm a pushover? Yes.! i can actually answer that truthfully. I could have have seen you steal some candy from the store, and if i come up to you and ask about it, and you lie straight to my face (i dont mean the regular lies, i mean the look you in the eye kinda lie) i will pretend as if nothing ever happened.
Sometimes i think i should stop wondering and actually DO.